Hi you know who you are and I know you watch my videos.... When my parents finally understand my problems and agree on what you said a few weeks ago. (Time of this video going up) I'm asking if the chance is still there? Maybe not now as I've said but when you've decided to listen to me and understand that I can't let you go ever.
I know you find me weird that I need you for that reason but it's true and the true fact is I can't let you go as I've already said.
I know harassment is wrong and since then I've changed I promise to you right now if your reading the description I will let you be alone for as long as you want but the thing is I will always mess up at some point.
I will mess up and if I do I'll leave you alone for another 6 months and maybe try again. I can't let you go it's creepy I know it too but the truth is I'm not the only one in this world who can't let go from the first time.
It shouldn't be right I admit it that I've done some terrible things in the past and this has been the worst thing I've ever done so far in my life.
Were only young and if understand me I don't mean any of this that has happened to us I'm not the person you might think I am when you get to know me you will know alot that I haven't told you before.
Everyday I wake up and at the start of the day I pretty much want to Kill myself and thats the truth I've tried too three times in the past 6 months and my parents stopped me and buy me cars to keep me happy.
Cars is my passion and to be honest if I didn't have my cars well there's nothing too me and would've gone a long time ago. I'm 17 now and yes I've been collecting for 9 years but the only reason why I want to end my life is because I want to make it easier for us both so you don't have to worrie about me and I don't have to be obsessed with you 24/7 all the time. It's really hard to let go but I really can't I've already tried 6 months how much more can I take? I really don't know.
I know you were going to give me another chance a few weeks ago but I didn't care if you did it that you felt sorry for me no just as long as I knew it was from you it's not the right thing to do but me and who I am did accept that but you know what? It made me very happy just couldn't find away to make it actually work.
My spamming days are over and long messages too. (Doesn't really count ^)
I know what to say I know what to do. Etc you understand if you don't just read a few times before doing anything or thinking of anything. My messages do make sense to me and to others maybe not the first time but even if you don't know just ask and I'll try and say it in a simplistic way as possible.
Please if your reading up until this point please think about this whole thing. If you decide no I can't accept it but if you agree yes I will promise on my own life my very own life and possible future if you can agree in the future. (You got my number and you also have my dad's.)
I will never block you.
Forever in my heart!
Cameron!
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